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[Apr. 16th, 2009|03:00 am] |
Looooong rambling post because Im over tired and in that kind of mood where Im typing so fast Im hardly thinking.
Lol I heaps badly wanted to draw a picture of a wild thing after watching the trailer for the movie 50 times.. but I suck and everything looked like shit and nothing like one of the wild things from the actual book. So I decided to draw a wild thing that looked like Jess and felt like I kind of succeeded after a several tries.. so then I added a fat little me in the wolf suit! Lol, this is dorky.. it's 3am and I should totally be asleep. I've been up drawing and painting crazy shit all night.. I just cant sleep. I guess it's because my body is still trying to adjust to actually sleeping at night as opposed to working.. it sure does feel wrong trying too sleep when it's dark for me now. I keep thinking that I've got my sleeping pattern under control but then I'll have several days off and it's like my body reverts back to what it thinks is normal and wont let me sleep at night if Im not working the next day no matter how early I get up :c.
Being in Pirie has made me ever so fat.. well I was already mega fat, but since moving here just three weeks ago I've gained almost five kilos! What the flying fuck.. I haven't even been eating that badly I swear. It totally shows, too.. I have more bulges in weird places than I ever have before.. ughh. Ben set up the gym equipment in the shed the other day though so I guess I'll start doing some boxing or something.. we spent heaps of money on a boxing bag and stand and he's the only one to ever use it.. lol, I'm lazy and I hate working out.. I seriously get NOTHING out of it! I try and do it for a while too loose weight but Im impatient and since it takes too long to show I always end up quitting and eating a block of chocolate lol. I cant understand how people are 'gym junkies' I mean I get that it's too look hot and whatevs.. but.. ugh Im just eternally fat and lazy.
I am going home to Adelaide in two weeks.. thank god! Im absolutely going to buy a new dress and get my fringe cut (but not my hair because it's growing so long and I fucking hate cutting it!). I hope everyone will come to town with me.. I want to discuss the birthday bash that Im having up here! I cant beleive how many people have said they'll come already.. I thought everyone would like "pshh Im not driving two hours + just for a party!" but everyone seems so excited to come.. it's great! Charlotte is even coming all the way from Sydney! My friends are awesome =D. Then again.. we'll see who actually turns up.. I wont be too suprised if I end up with a three person party because it is a big ask for them to drive that far. I thought about just having a thing in town.. but things in town suck and heaps of people dont go to them and I've always been the one to throw the house parties for birthdays and I didn't want the fact that I'd moved so far away to end that.. but Im willing to settle for a smaller party than usual haha.
It's so cold.. poor Jess isn't allowed inside.. she looks miserable all curled up in her bed :C. I've given her every blanket I could find and Im pretty sure she's warm.. she's been so good and doesn't even seem to mind being an outdoor dog which is pretty amazing considering she used to be a strictly indoor dog at my parents place!
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ARGH I WISH I COULD COME.
But, alas, I cannot get time off work to do so. :(
Sadpanda.
EEE!! SO CUTE!!! I miss your drawings!
I'm on morning shift right now. I gained 2kgs the first two days I started it and I'm not eating just so that I don't gain more. I know it doesn't sound like much but I completely get you when you say it shows. Half my clothes don't fit now because it is purely my tummy that gets big. Preggers belly haha.
When I come down we can motivate eachother to use your gym stuff =] Cause as much as I want to go to a gym here I'm way too scared and self conscience to go on my own.
I am SO SO SOOOOOO excited to come see you!!! And to get to be there for your birthday party yaya!!
Naww Poor Jess!!
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